i'm not perfect...

2011-03-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey!!! hi ppl ok im so bored!!! no one at home.. adik go USS kakak all working.. beruang TDO!! emm.. so alhamdililah wedding my kakak da bis n went well:) thank for those yg terlibat:) so now tenga holiday so duk uma je la kalo ada masa n ada teman aru keluar lor.. maklom la kite no boyfrend ok i know LAME!!

left around 2 more wk than school start:( nanti start kola sume BZ to the MAX!! nanti tak le ajak kua da.. suma ada hala tujuan masing2

tempat yg kite nak g:

hort park

nk camping

tengok wayang

g laut??

mayb end of this yr g USS!!

i miss my sayang:)

k la bye

2011-01-28T10:57:00.000-08:00

its has been a long time...i know.. well im turning 20 soon.. i know.. IM OLD!!! let me tell u something...EVERYONE is finding who they really are and so m i.. and i admit its diffcult to find who u really are cause sometime u juz cant believe that is u...but whatever it is u are u so i have to take it.

semoga tuhan memberkati hidupku ini...
setiap ombak yg datang ingin ku berdiri tegur dan berlawan.

melalui segala dugaan dan masala dengan penuh kesabaran.

berilah aku kekuatan.

berilah aku ketenangan

berilah aku kesihatan

berilah aku akal

berilah aku kebahagiaan

kawalah emosiku ini

--amin--

words for family
u are everything for me
in this world i only have u
who will stay by my side
whenever i need u.
im so sorry for hurting u in any way
u make me strong
u make me think
u make me warm
u make me feel full
u show me what is life
u show me love
u give me love that no others can give me
i love u the most..

words to my beloved clan
u guys stay strong
im always here for u guys
and insya-allah i will pray for u all
all of us will be young adult very soon so use ur time wisely
u know that i will try my very best to make u guys happy eventhough juz for a sec
stay happy k..
catch ur dream..fly high..
love urself:)
i will be watching u from up in the sky.
remember ,i love u more than u love me!!!...

ya allah,berikan orang yg kucintai kebahagiaan,kesihatan,rezeki yg halal,kekuatan,ketenangan dan letak kan la mereka dekat denganmu.lindungilah mereka dari jalan yg kurang elok.ampunlah setiap dosa mereka yg dilakukan di dunia.elakkan la mereka dari api neraka.temukanlah kami di pintu syurga.amin

~~~tenangkanlah hatiku ini...~~~

random

2010-10-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

haiz it been VERY LONG time i blog..hahaha wat to do no mood...

at top is a pic of my adik grad day at SSS haha padahal lom take O level.. da grad lol awasome:)
gd luck adik for ur O level..

currently im having attachment at CGH for 1 MONTH!!!! its sound crazy and im proudly to say YES IT IS CRAZY!!! how to tahan?? only one week had past... oh ALLAH pls guide me to the very end!!! emm...

i have been talking to certain ppl and its kind of weird talking to them i feel the other side of them in bad and good way.... i know i am KPO but if i know things that i can't say i cannot say..

like i say to everyone "dengan kau aku ada rahsia dengan dia aku pon ada rahsia so i hope u respect that..:) thanks"

its true rite????

well me and my adik have been like gila mad crazy..don know why...

and i cannot tell what happen..

tak lama lagi i going to get a ADIK IPAR namanye IRWAN!!!!

hes ok...haha harapkan kening je..

ps: we all have secret...lol

attachment

2010-05-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

well well well AT LAST attachment has ended!!!! its been long time im at KKH like a month?? ...like tak percaya can tahan..haha well when at KKH i learnt many thingsszz and see many thingsszz KKH has let me see the other part of dignosis like the woman illness,baby illness and special illness that woman or baby can get,,seeing them make me think more so sad ok!!!

u know wat TB came to my ward on thursday!!!! to celebrate a patient bday...well the pt can say can't live long and the pt last wish is to see TB and he came on his birthday so sweet right:) this pt of mine is a sad case..bt i hope that pt will get well and stay strong insya-allah..

i feel so happy that its all had ended...and YES will MISS the pt,hospital and all...

its has been 1month 3 week im on attachment so kind of i brain has get use to attachment and this monday is my first day of sch as a yr 2 student and i hope my brain will stay focus:)

love

nurul

hanya kau unt ku..

SENTOSA 2/4/10

2010-04-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

This is from afiq for my bday gift..

thanks alot fiq:)

and its GREEN!!!

2nd April 2010

hellow!!!

well on the 2nd April me,sad,fiq and fiz went to sentosa:)

its like AT LAST i went there:)

we all wear grey...

it was a gd friday..

so ya the place was pack!!!

its NOT A COUPLE DATE OK!!!

its an outing...

juz frend outhing...

me and fiq took some pic but i only put this pic..

after go sentosa we had our dinner at vivo...

we meet at 3pm and went home late...at around 10pm??

hahaha ya late and i reach home at 11pm

and ya got nagging...

i was tired... but had fun

we should do this again...

and maybe we should ask others to ok?

itu pon kalo they nak ikot...

kalo taknk takpe...

maklomla kola da nk mula so need prepare..hahaha

emm...ok that it:)

i hope and wish that b4 the sch open we had another outing

to say hi and had fun can??

will always pray..

i wanna hug u all for the last time b4 sch open la i mean...

tu pon kalo u all sudi hug me...

maklomla sapa la nurul...

emm tadikan i watch anugerah hits.sg

TAUFIK BATISAH was soo darm hot!!!

tahniah winners!!!

and ofcouse

to TAUFIK tahnia u are so hot!!!! love u soo much..

stay hot and SEXY ALWAYS..i will support u always..

love

nurul

ps: missing u...

are u the one for me?

my bday celebration

2010-03-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

My bday celebration on 21/3/10

hey...
today im going to talk about my mini GREEN
bday party...
my bday was on 12/3 but we celebrate it on the 21/3...
i think everyone know that my mum bday is on the same date as mine...
we share the same date together cute..
on to is the pic..
well tat day we don take much pic cause i need to go home early cause
on monday(22/3) i start my attachment n has to be at hospital at 7.45 latest..
so i told iswandi that i hav to go home early..
the day was ok..
we celebrate it at pasir ris park...
well this year i got alot of gift consist of pic... its cute..:)
me,sad,fiz and zim went home early at around 6pm while
iswandi,zul and aqilah went home at 8.30pm...
that it!!!

emm..
after going home i did not text them thank you so here goes....
guyz thanks alot for the mini party...
really THANKS ALOT!!!
yes i know SEMUA BUSY but u guys still celebrate my bday....
so sweet.. i did not ask for one but they did make a mini bday party for me sweet of u gysz..
the food was nice..
the GREEN rice was nice,the chicken was nice,the bday cake was nice,the kuih sori nurul tak makan tapi bila lihat zul,aqilah,iswandi,fiz makan cam nampak sedap g2...haha

u all wear GREEN!!!
thanks for the gifts..like it LOT!!! if u see the pic above,
most my bday gift was GREEN!!!! I LIKE!!!!
THANKS!!!!
thanks lot to:
muhammad iswandi bin suratman
muhammad hafiz bin zainal
abdul adzim bin kamel
nur sadrina bte abdul latiff
nurul zulhujah bte rosli
nurul aqilah bte yunos

without u ppl the celebration will not be sucess!!!!
well and next i wanna say sorry cause i know i was PERANGAI!!!! i did
not talk much and my mind was not there....
i m so sorry.. its ok if u did not forgive me... cause i know i was wrong...
i know juz by saying sorry is not enough but if u guy think i need to do something to make u
all forgive me u can tell me and i will do it...

and not forgeting to my family thanks for making me hapi and always
stay by my side family are the best!!!:) and the gift thanks..
i know its over budget!!!
till than
love
nurul

** to muhammad iswandi bin suratman: i heard u got an award so TAHNIA!!!! **

kelakuanku begitu terkalaluwan??
hingga kau berbuat ku sebegitu...

kite

2010-03-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

well on sunday me,fiz,fiq,wandi,zim,sad and zaimah g main layang2.... it was a fun day...bt along the way i felt down bt other than that im hapi with the outing:) thanks fiz for organizing the outing..

i tell u the kite fly very high!!!! the cuaca was great..should do that again

...:)

happiness??

2010-03-15T09:44:00.000-07:00

hey juz feeling kind of not in a good mood..:( hate this feeling..

emm

apakah KEBAHAGIAAN?? pada pendapat nurul,yg tahu sama ada diri kita bahagia ialah diri sendiri. Betol tak?olang lain tidak layak untuk menentukan sama ada kita bahagia atau tidak...

setiap manusia di muka bumi ini berhak untuk memilih kebahagiaan masing-masing.. tidak kira la jika kita memilih jalan yang baik atau buruk.ini diri kite dunia kita kehidupan kita. jadi yang lain TIDAK BERHAK nk membetolkan kehidupan diri kita.

ada kalanya bukan kita tidak ingin berubah cuma masa,niat,hati yang tidak mahu...

tapi nurul rasa jika kita ambil berat tentang diri mereka kita cuma patut terima diri mereka seandainya...

tidak kirala dia ambil dadah pembunuh atau apa sekalipon.. kita membuat sesuatu kerana sebab bukan tidak ada sebab... lagi pun jika kita kawan yang baik kita sokong dan hormat sahajala pilihan mereka... kerana yang akan terluka,sakit jatuh ialah mereaka..nurul bukan kata kita jadi jahat la..nasihatkan mereka boleh tapi menentukan keputusan mereka biah mereka buat sendiri..

kehidup bukan selalunya cerah meriah gembira ada kalanya kita terjatuh setapak... tapi nurul bersyukur la sangat mempunyai keluarga dan kawan yg tidak putus putus memberi dorongan dan sokongan kepada nurul.. THANKS PPL!!! love you all alwaysz..

memang nurul gembira dengan kehidupan nurul sekarang..tapi ada kalanya tidak.. maklomla manusia tidak pernah puas dengan apa yg kita ada sering tamak..

love

nurul

kepergiannya betul2 membuat nurul selalu merinduinya...

setiap detik,saat,waktu...

semoga allah melingdunginya..

kau sering berubah..

2010-03-04T07:44:00.000-08:00

Date:3/3/10
i go jalan2 with fiq,zim and sad to some places and take a few pic..
thanks for the long hot walk..hope u guys have fun...and insya-allah we can do this again...but next time we bring the others also ok?? haha actually fiz is going also but at last min he said he is busy so he did not come along...wandi/wan is busy working...so ya..
well it was hot day and we walk a long long way...haiz..
THANKS GUYSZZZ!!!
love
nurul..

2010-03-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

date: 4/3/10

hari jadi ayahku yang tersayang...

2010-03-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

***my MOST beloved BERUANG!!!!!

JUZ LOOK HOW THEY HAV GROW!!!!

time do flies...

juz sitting down and suddenly i see the pic and i found my beruang small pic...how time flies.. well nisa is now in primary 2..irul is in k2 and aliesah is 9 month old... she still haven walk but she like going OUT!!! when ever ppl wear tudung she will minta dokong and call us ..show her cute little face like minta simpati like that..and we dengan rasa kasihan dokong la n bring her along..how cute...they are my most impt baby...

love nurul

kasih sayang

tak ada

harganya...

2010-02-26T06:55:00.000-08:00

25/02/10

hellow!!! juz wanna wish to my most beloved sister
HAPI 16th BDAY!!!
semoga dipanjangkan umo dan dimurahkan rezeki!!!!
belaja rajin2 tau..nurul sayang imah!!!

26/02/10
THE CELEBRATION!!!

we celebrate bday imah at seoul garden TM...haha
emm the pic are above tapi cikit je la..
at seoul we ask a guy to give a stalk of RED ROSE
to her..saje je than her face was like "ni sapa siak mamat ni"
cute kan??sweet kan?? aww..
for her hadiah we as a family give her ...ala the pic is above
cume minus the clothes,pencil box converse,ferero rocher,
gelang...yg ni kawan dia yg kasi la...haha well its a nice and
happy day for every one!!!:)
love
nurul

* gd luck wandi and gang 4 the semi-final pantun!!!:)

well im free at last!!! exam has ended!!!
ni kaki da gatal nak kua la seh... SUMPAH!!!
da lama tak kuakan ni da gila
nak kua..
someone pls date me!!!

ps: missing zaimah alot!!

Dari sang gemok lagi bodoh!!!

Menghitung hari..
bila agaknya hari itu
akan muncul...

2010-02-14T06:17:00.000-08:00

130210

hey poeple!! well on the 13/02 i hang out with my beloved sayangzz....

me,sad,wandi,fiq,fiz and zim...we go to ECP we makan2 minum2,main2 cam biasa la..

actually wandi is not going than last min he go there..haha

kat sana we take pic..some of the pic is up there...some of the pic i took:) haha we are suppose to wear WHITE tapi zim tak ada white than he wear blue..but takpe still look gd!!

to sad,wandi,fiq,fiz,zim...

THANKS!!! thanks for being my valentine/friendship...and celebrate it with me...it was a fun day!! kerinduan ku kepada kalian telah hilang cikit je..

u know, when saying gdbye to u people i felt so sad like i know the feeling of missing u poeple will pop up again..although i had mit u guys but the feeling of missing u guy is still there... well thanks for coming,thank for the laugher nak2 the time when wandi renjis2 air than suma da hyper...than suma start main air the smile from ur faces make me feel east..miss ur smile,laugh!!! AHH!! when are we going to mit again??ok lor thats it for today :) c ya!!

korang sume rest well tau for TP student gd luck for exam!! for that RP student pls take a good rest sleep well k:) tau la dia tu banyak benda nk uat tapi kesihatan tu important!!!

btw on the 13th is someone bday so i wish that someone hapi bday and that person say thanks n see u around!!!! WOW so hapi!!! he know i was there!!! my heart was like pumping haha so cute!!

kehadiran mu memberiku kebahagiaan

walaupun untuk sementara

senyumanmu,tawarmu,suaramu

amat kurindui...

*to wandi and gang: GOOD LUCK for the PANTUN competition!!!

perot lapar pergi la makan

nak makan jangan makan sorang

saya disini ingin mengucapkan

selamat maju jaya korang!!

love

nurul

(** AKU TAK BODOH TAPI GEMOK!!!..)

kau ialah kebahagiaan ku...

2010-01-10T08:40:00.000-08:00

istimewaku..
setiap saat ku sebut namamu
jantung ku berdetuk kencang
bagai ribut taufan..

setiap kali ku pandang wajahmu
kelihatan keiklasan
bagai sang mentari menyinari hariku..

setiap kali kau disakiti
aku rasa bagai dunia ini
penuh dengan kegelapan..

kau bagai penyinar hidupku
bila ia penuh kegelapan dan kesakitan..

senyumanmu amat ku tagihkan..
kehadiranmu amatku hargai..
kerna kau ialah istimewaku..

walau bagaimana kau ingin
menyembunyikan keadaan sebenar
lambat laun akan ku ketahui
kerna kau ku anggap istimewa...

apabila kau hadir dalam kehidupanku...
kehadiranmu memberiku seribu pertanyaan..

apabila kau pergi dari kehidupanku
kepergianmu tiada pengganti...

dengan itu setiap hari aku berdoa agar
kau bahagia disisi orang
yg kau cintai

ingatlah wahai sayangku
kau ialah istimewaku...
kembalilah kepadaku
istimewaku...
love
nurul

kau istimewa buatku....

2010-01-03T21:38:00.000-08:00

hellow!! k i know i said that i will not blog but i still wan to blog..well today class end early and ya i am still in the library now is 1.40pm..haha finish group meeting and ICA too!! SIOK!! today news is: yesterday (3/1/10) me,my adik,my kakak g eastpoint we tengok hady laouge dia nya cd and he sang a few song..hady got dance ok!!well the pengacara is fiza o again..okok la..haha and my kakak buy the cd!!!(semangat ke!!) haha than my kakak g take dia nye tanda tangan..(pic above)..maklom la peminat setia...hahaha cool. inside the cd the song ok la i minat kat the song angkasa..tone dia very indon g2 ada kelas g2 haha..

wll first day of sch ok tak fun sangat lagi tak ada kelas setakat dtg kola anta assigment je!!! like ya WTH so after anta the assigment i adakan grp meeting la sebab sok presentation(wish me luck) :) haha n sok will be wearing BLUE..haha

i hav this stupid thing on my head n mind tis like im pissed!!!i juz find it hard to let go..this thing has happen b4 but i nye BODOH tak belaja dari kesilapan!!!so terkena lagi!! BODOHKAN!! HOW STUPID CAN I BE????

to u,
u hurt me again without u knowing it...and YES im hurt again by u and i do not know if i can ever truat u again!!

to u,
stop hurting me..

to u,
stop it!!!

to u,
im sorry..pls forgive me...

so now i think im nt going to tell u anything again insya-allah..diamkan diri je la!!! kalo olang lang benda i uat tak tau..jadi cam zaimah n zim lagi aik tak banyak dosa!!!

love
nurul

im hurt by you and u never know...

must i act like this until i am no longer in this world??

how could YOU!!

2010-01-01T16:16:00.000-08:00

HELLOW!!!first thing first i know it like too late but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! welcome 2010!! hope its gonna be a great year like 2009!! haha
today i am gonna blog bout a book that i juz finish reading it is called "ketika cinta bertasbih episod 2"..haha gd i like..well sebenarnya la my mum beli cd cerita "ketika cinta bertasbih volume 1" cite dia ala cerita ayat2 cinta la..i da tergilakan cite ni..ingatkan cerita ni tak ada sambungan sekali bila ending dia kata saksikan ketika cinta bertasbih 2 i pun naik darah!!! sebab gilakan cite ni feeling2 la nak g cari buku kat library ni feeling la tapi tak pege library..g library kat kola ada la..sayangnya library kola banyak pasal science etc la tak ada cite melayu..than my adik nya baik hati di acari kat library than jumpa!!! wow apa lagi i baca la it take 2 day unt biskan ada 626 pages..sampai tak tdo malam sebab nak tahu apa jadi gilakan!!! tu satu hw la i lalaikan sebab nak baca buku punya pasal!! hai sekarang da macam lipas kudung uat hw..main gila macam mintak!!!hahaha the cerita best!! how i wish i got a husband yang warak cam KHAIRUL AZZAM!! dalam cite ni azzam ialah seorang lelaki yang warak lulusan AL-Azhar rajin olangnya..bila dia mengajar mengenai nabi hai boleh cair..maklomla i ni tak warak..me okok je ..kalo pasal nabi ni sume me tak pandai mana g2-g2 je..cam iri hati lak kat olang ada bijak dlm soal agama..:( mana agaknya dpt lelaki cam azzam?? tak kan nk kene g mersir kan..aduh k la hor..next book reading is "hati seorang wanita" aim habiskan sebelom exam start!!! doakan ya!!

o ya sebelom i lupa mayb i tak akan update my blog(cam biasa) bab exam nak dekat tapi jarang la...ok:)
love
nurul

ketika cinta bertasbih..

akanku miliki mahkotamu,

dengan cintaku,

akanku nikmati jamuanmu,

dengan cintaku,

tak mungkin aku mengkhianatimu

kerana aku cinta

padamu

2009-12-29T12:09:00.000-08:00

to my love omes lets it be my family or friends

setiap kali ku buka mata

ku rasa bersyukur kerana diberi satu hari lagi unt hidup

dan melihat orang yang ku sayang gembira disisiku...

nama mu tertertulis di novel hari ku..

dan ku doa setiap hari kepada tuhan

supaya namamu akan sentiasa tertulis di vovel ku..

kehadiranmu ialah segalahnya uatku.

walaupun jarang sekali kita berjumpa(kawan)

tapi kamu amat penting buat ku..

kehadiranmu ibarat nyawa..

jadi jangan sesekali membenciku

kerana aku takut dibenci olehmu..

love

nurul

setiap detik bersamamu ialah cahaya...

kamu ialah kehidupanku..

pls don stop loving me..

2009-12-26T09:05:00.000-08:00

hellow YES i have not been bloging soo long..so ya here goes..

well one wk of my holiday da ends but i have alot of thing have not done...but takpe take one step at a time.
well my holiday been bz tak bis2 kua..but fun la...tapi penat la..my holiday start on the 21dec..

21dec-go sentosa with my mum,adik,kak nana,kak non sekeluarga..

22dec- stay at home rest
23dec- go zoo...

24dec- at home

25dec- got a date..

26dec-saty at home cleaning day!!! but at nite go out with mama

tats wat happen ,,,,hehee i had alot of fun..within this week og my holiday..my sch is opening soon..like wat??so fast!!!but takpe can meet my adik k..miss him..but not tat much..wellthe zoo has change alot..had fun ya..than go makan..ya cam biasa..

few days ago i had a talk with some of my frend...

is huging a gurl/boy above the batasan???

some say yes some say no..franky speaking i think if the person is ur frend and when u hug them thinking tat they are still frend its ok..but i will hug only certan ppl..i kene ingat i ni seorang gurl yang bertudung..soo ya..ppl around me is looking at me..maybe some ppl have diff thinking...so ya...

hari tu i tengok cerita "puteri omera" last episod..in tat episod one of them ada kata"jodoh kita sebenarnya ada di depan mata,cuma kita sahaja yang buta" is it true?? menurut my sis its true..but inta la some how i think its true..and tak true..tapi apa nak katakan jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan.so ya..

thats it for today!!

to you i hope tat the feeling i have now will stop seriously STOP cause i am tired..when and how am i suppoes to stop those feeling...only you have the answer..

love

nurul

i am counting the days...

2009-11-22T03:36:00.000-08:00

k rite now i felt like a bit sad don know why...but i'll be fine..i juzz don know..well slm i sai this to someone"i don know why i can't click with gurl.."is it i can't or i don want or they are diff from me? i don know...thinking of that make me feel like an anti gurl..but alhamdullah i am ok with my poly gurlfrend.. kalo tak can die la seh..am i a good gurl?emm i don know...im confuse..
love
nurul

why u are here when u are not needed most

you are not helping

2009-11-22T02:25:00.000-08:00

introducing my SAYANGSZZzz...

sayang them alot!!!

well semalam (21/11) kite celebrate bday wandi ala wear sash tu..the sash cantik kan..mesti la i yang jahitkan hahaha...the party was super fun but ada kancong cikit la..as in the morning i met zul and zaimah kat mrt and they said that qilah n wandi is on the same mrt as us..mak oi panic ke pe!!! lucky i drop at bugis and they drop at city hall kalo tak bocoh rahsia..than bila jumpe zul n zaima they said tat they met wandi bila nak letak hadia kat uma dia LAGI I PANIC!!! like PANIC GILA LA!!! but so far everything went well ihad fun and i hope they all had fun..tapi sayangnye zul,qila and zaimah need to go home dulu..:( tapi yang lain stay la.. me wandi,fiz,fiq,zim and sad..we stay until 8.00-8.30pm g2 kot..BEST LA..can c the NITE BOTANIC GARDEN...haha macam paham g2..we take pic like duh!!! we makan,we minum,we play,we talk, and we laugh..btw bile kite kat sana we mit ank maksaleh la seh!!! cute ke pe!!! ah!!! CUTE GILE!!hahaha i like... and u kow wat i was darm late i was suppose to mit sad at 9.30 but i klua uma ko 9.30 like WTH!!! me late..mak oi..tak pena umo laseh... kecian sad hav to wait for me..sorry

well

To zul,qilah and zaimah,

thank alot for waking up early and mit wandi and put the hadiah at wandi home..n like ya u need to bohong wandi juz to make the plan work..THANKS ALOT..than bawakan air..tanpa air kite sume akan dahaga...emm thank 4 coming thanks 4 the laugher,fun and all thanks alot!!love you all many:)darling:)

To my boyfrens

afiq,hafiz,adzim,

Thanks alot for ALL the thing u have done for me!!!pertolongan anda amat saya hargai..sanggop korang dtg siang and book the tempat than tiup ballon all la..than bawakan barang than belikan barang yang diperluhkan..THANKS ALOT i juz don know wat to say..

to fiq,thank sebab sudi be my partner to plan this bday party..u are a great helper..u know i know how much we belanja..hahaha thanks darling..:)

to fiz,thank tlg me alot sanggop dengar i berleter than temankan i go order ballon..thanks!! well last year i plan with u for bday wandi and ya u are a great helper...thanks darling:)

to zim,thank sebab EVERY outing u bawa air like air is impt!!! well we have not yet work together mayb some day..watever it is thanks darling:)

To sad,

seriously thanks 4 layankan my karena n merepek u did so muchh 4 me..sorry sebab make u wait for me like haizz me late?? ya i was LATE slm..hahha ur cooking was nice.. betol..well u are a great helper i know as we have work together alot of time..thanks darlings:)

lastly to my bday boy..

To wandi..,

thanks sebab layan kite olang nye gile.hope u had fun and you like wat we have put up juz for you..sori tak celebrate ur bday on the day itself..u know i know y..mayb..than thank 4 being true to me..i will never know wat how u feel until u told me..and i will remember pic do tell lies..but i hope u stay strong and happy always with ur love one..ok? emm i juz wanna tell you that u a are a great helper ala we hav work many "project" together a lot of time..i am not sick to work with you in more project..haha.. and PLEASE ever ask how much we spent ever again PROMISE?? i take it as a yes..in future don ask me kalo something bothering me k..like i don know how the hell u know that i was upset over something..ala watever la..k..so ya thanks darling:)

To all,

sorry if i said something tat make u hurt

sorry if the food i cook tak sedap

sorry if i tak layan u all ngan baik

sorry if im bossy

sorry if u don like e party

sorry if i don spent time with u

sorry boys i was late

IM SO SORRY

k tats it..bye..

love

nurul

u are my regret

2009-11-14T04:37:00.000-08:00

hey ppl!!

well sch has been ok ..exam is coming so ya stress a bit ICA lom bis!!! like wat??

so fast..cikgu pon lom bis ajar..

well

11nov-celebrate my kakak anniversary

13-celebrate wai wai bday

to my kakak n abg-in-law

happy 8th anniversary. nurul doakan semoga ur perkhawinan akan berpanjangan seumur hidop..insya-allah...

to wai wai

happy 19th bday..hope u stay hapi and always b happi.. her bday is on 14nov but we celebrate on the 13nov...fun la..

u know wat on the 13 dia yg belanja we makan ...sepatotnya we yg belanja kekek seh..we belikan dia rantai n cake..rantai dia mahal la seh$23 beli kat "Hellen" but tak kisa..

lastly

to my dearst n sayangsz wandi

happy 18th bday..hope u will always be happy..semoga panjang umor n murah rezeki..well sori we tak celebrate ur bday this yr..soo sori..so I.O.U a gift..next week kot..we meet?? ok?

can?

hahaha...k lor gtg...bye

love nurul

o ya lastly i juz wanna say

DON EVER B A LEADER!!!!haha don ask!!

kamu ialah mimpi yang terindah buatku..

my 3rd week..

2009-11-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

ok ppl!!! its time for news!!! ahha its been a long week for sch..like the ICA due is getting nearer..so ya been bz..but i had alot of fun tis week..well on wed i keluar w kak nana g shopping and i bought a pair og pants and a clothe..hehe happening haha than on friday i went to sing song(i know i spell wrongly silly me) g shopping unt the BBQ party on the saturday(7/11)..well the BBQ party is for my kakaknye matair he turning 24 this year and we hav a surprise party for him la (tak segeran the party that i and my sayangz plan for OUR bday party:)) THE party was a blue party..as the guy like blue..but ok la..its was fun..like i was so hyper like hell don know why..

yang hardir my family and his frend..its like the party is like a family gatering g2..haha..cume yang tertinggal my abg nye gurl,me and my adik nye boi(inta bila agaknay ada boi..)kalo tak sume ada..haha.. we came there around 10am -10pm alik lambat than kat umah ply w my beruang "stress" and i was STRESS!!! play w them like case kalo kala malu g2 so u know la how fast i must be..but nisa is so fast learner!!! cepat ke pe dia da pandai..we play until 4am..than i talk w my sis till 5am like BODOH seh i da tau on sunday nak keluar boleh lagi tido lambat!!!than the next day i bangun kol 9am as lisa was crying like hell than i bangun la play with her..hai..long day..than i keluar kol 12 and went back at 10pm tadi...so long day.. hw lom bis..lom blaja..hai ni nak tdo kol rapa ni..but i still wanna blog..like wat the use of studying if our mind iat tempat lain..u know wat i mean kan..so ya might as well do wat i wanna do than go study..btol tak?? well exam is getting nearerlike in one week time i da start exam..o god...for the next i also ada plan hai so bz.. cam popular g2..haha cam paham...

emm..

o ya tadi on the 8/11(sunday) i go out with fiq and sad..kua jalan2 kat botanic garden..fiq tak pena g than we go together..its a last min thing la..but we had fun..we go there first by mrt than naik taxi seanang cikit...we go home naik bas than mrt..tapi bile kite nak balik hujan la seh tah basah..than we go makan kat pastamania since fiq takpenah makan..than we go home...the place was so hot i tell u so kalo nak dtg tak ya feeling la nak pakai lawa2 k juz wear simple2 pon da ok!!don lupe bawa payong like kat sana banyak open air area...emm and wear kasot yang selesa..

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**NIWAY GD LUCK TO ISWANDI AS HE IS GOING TO PERFORMANCE ON 11 NOV!!! do your best ok!!! **

this is for wandi,

i am so SORRY i can't see u dance at ur very first performance..i am so sori !!! i got something on..kalo the show is on weekend i will surely go and watch u dance..i so sori.. but i hope u will dance like there is no 2morrow...and u are the main dancer that is on stage...how i wish i can see u dance..LIVE!! i know u will dance well as u hav been practice like hell..be confidence k i will pray for u..GOOD LUCK MY SAYANGZS..walaupon i am not there but i hope u feel that i am always there supporting u...ok u tc rest well and please eat well n btw u are not FAT!!!

LOVE YA ALWAYS

nurul..

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to my frend i don know why i hav been feeling so worried bout you.. is it bcos i read your blog??u know i know who i talking about..u need someone u can kol me..i am more than happy to hear..DO U HEAR ME??

dalam sekelip mata kau manghilang...

2009-11-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

hey ppl..juz feeling bored and juz stress out..AND ANGRY LIKE BURNING FIRE

omg my face da keluar jerawat la sey..kalo satu dua ok ar its like banyak la..like tenga breakdown period..omg!!!but takpe..nanti ok la tu kot..ah!! my ica question da keluar and like cam banyak lak yang nak kene bis kan by tis few days..i hav got many thing tat i hav not done..im juz stress...its so susa kalo ada kawan yang mengada-ada..yang nak kene pujok..its like penat nak mampos nak layan k!!!!

U LIKE IT BUT I DON!!!SO STOP IT!!!

its so hard to make ppl happi but in the end we are not happi u know wat i mean..feel like killing u!!!ok fine i don wanna "paksa" lagi u nak g u g u tak nak than don...PENAT BABE!!! u make me feel like i am a begger la seh...selalu g2..sekejap nak ikot sekejap tak nak..lu boleh jalan ar!!! u think u anak raja ke pe nak kene pujok2?? cermin diri tu dulu ar!!!BODOH SEH!!!ahh at least i feel better after leting go tis..wat ever la..

anyway my ABG K ok la adik k is sooo cute like getting more cutter tapi tu la susa hidop ni kalo kite sering BERfeeling...i can only berangan je..haha tapi takpe i still got to b so close to him and im hapi w it..i can peek at him if i sleepy..haha..kalo la dpt pelok mesti best..haha

well 4 now sch is ok..as u know i am the leader 4 my sub-grp and its a tough work i can say..haha but so far ok la..sume berjalan degan lancar..insya-allah..doakan k..its like makin hari makin penat..apa tak nya everyday alik kol 6..than sampai uma kol 7+..lately eveyday after kola g jumpa adik,mama,kakak unt g beli barang..than sampai uma kene uat hw..selagi jam tak menunjuk kn kol 12 tak tido la..than mata nak kene buka kol 5.30...ahh le gila la seh!!!

hheh tapi tak kisa la..btw tis saturday my kakak uat party unt dia nye abang..n the tema is blue... so can't wait..we wear blue..haha..

anyway,

ni unt zaimah la..

the eng paper alhamdillilah ok la..tak susa sangat kot..the cerita senang unt difahami tapi summary punya la susa!!! like btol2nye susa la..or i am the only wan yg tak paham..tapi insyah-allah bole pass. doakan je la unt kite hor..hehe thans 4 the concern..

love

nurul

bye

setiap kata-katamu

ada maknanya

akan ku ingat...

walaupun sukar untku fahami

kata-katamu itu..

thanks my love

2009-10-30T06:45:00.000-07:00

hollow!!! 2nd week of sch da ends..how fast can it be..like tiba2 da end of week...haha so everything when well yang tak well is i become the leader of my sub-group its like WAT THE HELL la..like sume i nak kene piki..kalo they dengar kata takpa i takada hal..u know wat i mean kan..tapi takpe...insyaallah i can do it!! wow wow...hahaaha

u know wat tadi i meet my ABG K!!! tapi nari best la i meet him depan2 than he smile at me!!! ahh aww.. he is so DARM HOT LA KALA SEMUA ORANG YG ADA KAT KOLA HES STAND OUT THE MOST!!!he so handsome!!!laa.. hahaha tapi ni sume BERANGAN je la..he with me?? haha lawak ke pe??!!

been very bz lately as ada bbq party nak uat (unt my poly kelas la) so cam banyak nak piki..tapi takpe..pelajaran makin susah la seh..hai i am like panic la mana tau..u know i know..

anyway u know kan i juz finish taking mt eng 0-level..ok la e paper hope i can pass la than i can take sponsership..pray for me k..insya-allah..

mon-i hav my o-level
tue-grey merun
wed-light blue purple
thur-purple light blue
fri-green yellow

love
nurul

my love for you will not change

my care for you will always grow

every day and sec

i will alwaysz miss you..

2009-10-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

hellow ppl!!! k well first week of sch da lepas babe!!! n it when well cam biasa tut,lec n lab....so far ok but i have 8 module all together kalo dule they break down the module like take the first 4 dulu than take the other4..kan better..so this samester no long break...like in one day i hav only one break..kalo dulu sampai 3-4hr break seh..kan do project..but now no!!! we kene uat lepas kola!!!! OMG!!!

anyway the new gurl name is farina...senang ajak bual..quit nice gurl but she with the other group..u know.. haha

well today alik lambat cikit..abis kola kol 4 than ada group meeting sampai kol 6 than jumpe mama n adik kat eastpoint sampai uma kol 8.30pm g2..haha tapi narinye timetable punya la best cuma ada bio and childbearing!!! gerek ke pe!! emm well i was so hapi tat i met my ABG K!!!! SO HOT!!!SO SEXY!!! he was like jalan depan me and look at me ahh aww so cool..hehe
o ya ni pon kalo u ingat la pasal the jiran i talk about...like at last i meet him kat kola i mit him few time b4 but dia tak senyom at me and i also uat tak kenal la..so tadi bila nak jumpa my mama i meat him and he look at me and i look at him la and he was like senyom so i senyom alik kat dia la..and i think i heard him say"ekh cam kenal" WTH!!!!it not bukan cam kenal memang da kenal pon!!! tu la tak pernah nampak me pakai tudongkan..haizz takpe dimaafkan..haha.. and i alwayz saw him with a gurl tat pakai tudong...emm i think ada papa...haha well tu dia nya pasal..

monday-yellow,green

tue- green,blue

wed- grey,black

thur- BLUE (love tat day)

fri- black,white

love
nurul

u have change alot

what had happen?

could u juz tell me

is it me or wat??

u make me think..

2009-10-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

ok today i wan to talk bout a RANDOM thing...

do u need to be manly to be a REAL MAN??? come on la ppl tak perlu la jadi manly untuk jadi a man la.. k i tk menafikan tat most gurls out there inginkan seseorang yg manly tapi soalan nya apakah definasi "manly" is it the watak? is it the look?or wat is it?? uat pe nak ubahkan diri jadi manly wen u are good by being urself!!! wake up ppl!! haha firstly uat apa nak jadi manly kalo ppl da like u as who u are tak kirala u gemok ke pendik ke hitam ke putih ke or watever la..nk tuka uat pe?? u da kenapa!!! kalo SEMUA LELAKI nak tuka jadi manly than kat dunia ni tak ada lelaki unik kan boring dunia ni!!! betol tak?? it is the same as if the whole world tak ada olang jahat...aman dunia!!! tol tak?? ooo than kalo olang kate manly kene ada tatu than wat u uat tatu la kalo olang kata only manly hisap rokok than u nak hisap rokok la ni?? pakai la otak...tol tak??haha ni cume random je..tak niat nak sindir sesiapa... so sori kalo terasa..i juz had a small talk w my gurlzz kat kola bout boys..and tis came out from my mind... btw if u ask me wat is manly i will answer juz be urself... ala kadang2 depan kite je manly tapi depan kawan lelaki dia yang lain...manly ke mana mat kemana..botol tak gurlzszz?? hahha!!! well i think everyone ada ciri2 lelaki tersendiri...like ada yang minat yg penyayang,tinggi,cute,handsome and more.. u know..haha so its like back to u again. la..i think ppl hav ur own brain to think and do wat is rite for u..pendik kate its ur diri not others.. rite?? haha

anw today i nampak ang K OMG HE IS SOOO DARM HOT!!!! he pakai warna YELLOW..new baju..i jumpe dia kat library..he is like modeling kat depan i..CAIR BABE!!!! tapi tak tergilakan dia sangat la!!! like he is cume a person who give me the strength to go to sch..haha k lor tats all maybe i will not update selalu as kola da start..u know..k nite2~~
love
nurul

your feeling for me

is so strong

that i cant get away from you..

things is getting harder for me..

will you hold on me

a little bit longer??

ur love,ur concern..

2009-10-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

k ppl!! kola start 2morrow!!! happi ,sad,excited and more..
can't wait to c my classmaye miss them alot!! sad cause i am still SICK!!!! wat a luck first day of sch sick!!!! laa...bad thing is my timetable tak cantik ar selalu alik lambat... esok(monday) i bis kola kol 5pm la seh!!!wawa but the gd thing is i start kola lambat...haha selalunya kol 8am da ada kelas tapi sam ni start kol 9am..sok (monday) start kol 11am!!! BAIK PE!! tapi sok tak le jumpe abg K!!! i don hav lecture..sok cume ada tut n prac je.. ala..tak dapat lepaskan rindu kat dia..ALAH!!!tapi takpe mana tau terserempak ke..haha FEELING LA PULA..i juz miss those day..but i takot kalo i tak dapat catch up on studies la..u know me SLOW NAK MAMPOS!!! but need to work hard!!!wish mw luck k!!! i am so sick..sigh!!! so 2morrow need to go out from home at 9am..nak pakai baju apa seh!!! aduh ni la malas nak kola ni..

my timetable:
mon-:1100-1700
tue:0900-1700
wed:0900-1450
thur:0900-1800
fri:0900-1600

amacam baik kan!!! wawa!!!
hhaha k lor me nak tdo!! kot penat ar mayb chat jap k ..k lo nite!!
love
nurul

if u are truly with me

you will stay by my side

if not than

thats a good bye..

the feeling is not there yet

juz give me time..

2009-10-14T10:06:00.000-07:00

k ni i nak tell tell the truth la k unt hamba-allah yg fikir that i and H ada something going on...ITS A BIG AND VERY BIG NO!!!! THAT MY ANSWER so takya la usik2 malu la!!!cam paham je i ni.. its like tis, me and him jus frend is juz tat we are rapat(kot) or he is much rapat to me not the others.. tat all FULLSTOP...other than tat nothing.. lagi pon he taknak bercinta for now..ala kalo dia nak bercinta pon like kat luar to ada lagi banyak gurl yang lagi lawa,cantik,pandai tan me..so its like so mustahil between me and him....and as for me i also no bercinta for now la mayb when i am 20 than bercinta la...

k senang ckp is not tat i don like H well i tak menafikan dia seorang lelaki yang baik,ada rupa,ada akal but is juz we da berkawan..its like funny if something happen between us u know..like i know things bout him and he know thing bout me also..u know so ya.. like i know his love life..and i think he know my love life too..(kot).so its like susah..la..so ya tat its..so tak ya usik2 nanti baik2 ok jadi tak ok lak...he and me we are juz frend for now..k mayb u can say kalo nak jadi,jadi juga but i juz go w the flow kalo ada,ada la kalo tak ada it means tak ada la..k?? jodoh,pertemuan di tangan tuhan..yes i will ingat tat k..it juz impossible... haha

love
nurul..

your doing make me confuse

juz tell me straight

need not give me sign..

cause i am tired

thinking bout it..

2009-10-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

k i got alot to tell today..like not tat alot la..so juz bare with me k..well on 11/10/09 we all celebrate bday zim n fiq their party is called "A" Square.. aka fiq+zim.. the party was fun sebab sume ada!!! ada bday boy zim n fiq like ya!!! than ada wandi,zaimah,zul,kila and sad..best party.. so far this is one of the grand party...and this is the first time we celebrate bday adzim..haha well for bbq we hav prawn,chicken,crabmeat,hotdog and fishball ..and main dish we red pasta..drind fruit punch..well bday zim held at 5/10 and fiq bday held at 13/10...hehe so all my sayangszz are now 18 da besar da satu-satu da besar kecuali ISWANDI!!! haha bday dia NEXT MONTH..so wait la k bang k..haha i am very hapi as i can see them smile it feel good to see ppl that you love smile at u at least it show tat they are hapi too..:)

next is i wan to blog bout my beruang besar..when we celebrate bday zim n fiq, wandi ada belikan gift bag dlm ada sweet and some bday toys than i pakaikan kat my big beruang cute nak mampos!!! hehe so ya thanks wandi 4 the toy..like all my beruang tergila-gilakan the toy..sampai nak pecah..haha kalo cam ni nak kene belikan each one,one...aduh...

than on the 13/10/09 we go makan kat 18 chef near eastpoint there..the food was nice..the place is like we have to buat sendiri the food in sense like first we pili nak pasta,cheese bake pasta/rice second we need to choose the type of sauce red /white and lastly u choose the ingredient for the pasta u eating like slice chicken,hotdog etc..than u choose nk air je or air with soup ke anything..cute rite..the food there was nice..the place also ok..hehe..

14/10

today me,zaimah,fiq and zim go cash studio..we go singing-singing..ok la from 4pm-8.30pm..nothing much happen but something happen to me..ni la one of the hamba allahnya mulot..than the thing became a thing..aduh..haha..tak g makan as fiq n zim need to go home k tats all

love

nurul

perasanku terhadapmu

masih tidak dapat dijawab

amat susah untku mendapatnya..

2009-10-03T12:41:00.000-07:00

k i wan to be emo today..juz feel like it..don ask y..

heres goes..

i have been asking alot of question to myself..but i juz don have the answer..ppl around around me juz not helping..they are juz not helping me la..when i look around me and i see everyone smiling,i asked my self WHEN i will smile like that?? so can u answer it? feel so down like hell..watever i do it juz don feel rite..ada je yang rasa tak sedap hati..like something not rite and i don know why..

anyway that day ada la satu olang(new frend) ni tanya when i will fall in love..juz guess la wat i said..hahah i said la nanti la kalo ada olang berkenen than i also ok with it than bercinta la..so the question is asal banyak2 soalan,soalan tu juga ditanyakan?? da tak ada soalan lain?? mak oi!!! tapi takpe la..

sebenarnya i taknak bercinta dulu..i don.t like and not ready to be hurt..i know la not all love will end up with hurt but it usually will hurt u rite..like kalo tak kol sehari ke tak msg ke tak layan ke keluar nagn frend tapi bukan bf ke..nanti gaduh like masalah dia kecik tau nanti dibesar2kan..kan bodoh tu..ni i tak kate sedap mulot ke like its happening kat depan nurul..satu malam tak dengar olang cry tak sah..satu malam tak dengar olang marah tak sah..cam bodoh je..nanti kalo ditegur dia kate nurul tak paham..nurul lom bercinta lagi..nanti kalo nurul da ada matair nurul aru tau..like ye ke?? nak kene bercinta dulu ke??inta la maybe betol maybe tak...emm inta lah..nanti la k kalo nurul dapat jumpe olang yang serasi nagan nurul,nurul bercinta la..hehe wait LONG2!!!! cam la ada mamat kat luar minat kat nurul..like the answer is NOO!! A BIG NO!!!

tapi kola betol2 i miss the feeling liking someone..ye la when everyday u look forward seeing him than looking at his cute face..haizz miss that alot!!when asal break je i will be loking outside and see if he is outside ke pe..juz miss tat time..now no one to like la.sume adik2..feel so old.. hahah..

anyway kite nak celebrate bday zim and fiq on the 11 oct..but i hav not prepare their hadiah,their party lagi..soo not me!! tula nurul tunggu sad and sad tunggu nurul ah ye la bagus la sangat..cam ni bila mau game?? da la this week cam penat nak MAMPOS!!!since saturday till sunday kua je than alik malam tak agak2...my god than monday ni da ada plan..haiyooo

monday-gi last house my pak busu house than sambong g uma jiran

tuesday-da kene plan pasal party..

wednesday-go beli hadiah fiq and zim

thursday-msg sayang to ingatkan the party and minta tlg bawa barang..

friday-die2 have to buy thing for the party sebab need to go to my sis house sebab dai nak uat open house and need my help..OMG

saturday-kat my sis house..open house..

sunday- the party!!!!

AHAHAAH no time!!!1 no insya-allah ada masa...anyway u know kan on 1 oct i jalan raya with my sayang kite bis jalan kol 2.30am la seh..PENAT TAPI BEST LIKE HELL THANKS SAYANGSZZ KU AND TO afiq thanks ekh jadi my "couple"haha haizz adoi pening la kepala pikikan pasal party..nak harapkan sad punya la susah like sume dia tak tau and nak nurul yang uat the keputusan..** OK WANDI NOW I KNOW HOW U FEEL BILE NURUL SAID INTA AND U NEED TO DECIDE ON YOUR OWN...** so SUSAH!!!haha!!tapi takpe..unt my sayangzszz...k la nak uat kemas uma ada olang nak dtg..

love

nurul..

i don know if the feeling for you

is true or not..

as i keep thinking of you since that day..

i take u as my frend but

there is always thing u do

that make me think otherwise..

so what is this feeling called?

love or concern?

2009-09-26T05:25:00.001-07:00

i know da lambat but i still wanna wish u ppl SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! mohon maaf zahir dan batin!!!

k persiapan hari raya..mula2 kemas uma as u cn see kat atas..hahaha kemas pon kecoh cm tak kenal lak family sim ni kan tak kecoh tak sah!!! kemas kat tandas,kat luar n mamy more..than relax2 la tengok tv makan2..haha than 1st day raya tiba..g uma nenek je.. than 2nd day g uma kak non...baju raya tahun ni warna HITAM...like kite da lama gile tak ada baju warna hitam so cam sume hapi ar..haha raya tahun ni can tak excited sangat la cam da 18 tahun sambot raya kan..hahah but raya tahun ni lain cikit i HUG MY AYAH... tahun2 lain tak hug la cum cam kiss je..hahah bila part nak minta maaf tu sume nangis..cam biasa la..g uma nenekpunya la lambat kite kat sana from 2pm-7pm lama kan ..haiyo tapi takpe setahun sekali...so ya..well nanti on 1st Oct nak kua raya gan my SAYANGZZzz tak saba walaupon cam 3years da jalan gan yey all!!!!

love

nurul!!

2009-09-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

well ya da lame i tak update my blog..so here goes..first i wanna blog bout my attachment it was fun best shiok..i learnt alot of thing..my CI was baik..relax2nye type ar...ok ar i pass my attachment...what a relief...tengok benda pelik2 biasa la tu... belaja benda pelik2 tak la k!!! all the student nurses are good senang ajak bual...down to earth...SIOK!!!i recently found out yag one of the student nurse is my jiran.. in sense he live sebelah my blk..orangnye ok ok la...haha. i meet new frend...tapi kadang2 boring la juga..cam 3h tak uat keje so sit2 n baca case notes je la.. boring kan..tapi tak pe better no work than ada keje sampai tak le break sua..betol tak??..hehe

my last day of attachment..

it was 18 september when it all end...haha feel good...like can betol2nye raya...for 1 month and no work..ah than last day of attachment we go simpang bedok unt makan as a group la keco ke pe..juz imagine all the 30 student and a few doctor kat sana and makan.. tu takpe la..we mit there at 10pm!!! da malam lagi harijumaat lagi..but i go home at 11.30pm yang masi lepak kat sana...well this is the pic.. enjoy..i will surely miss them like hell!!! demi allah..

love

nurul

2009-09-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

haha my beautiful nurses.. this are the ppl i work with for my 3 wk of attectment!!! love them alot!!! i miss the work,i miss the ppl there,i miss the sisters,i miss the doctors,i miss the ward,i miss the patients,i miss EVERYTHING!!!!!the 3 wk feel like 3 day.. how time fly fast when u enjoying the time...hahaha...

2009-08-27T02:44:00.001-07:00

haha at last its OVER!!!the darm exam is OVER!!!hapi many-many... but scared many-many also la.. well tadi i got my eng oralkat prcs..than i meet aqilah.. hahahmiss her alot seh!!! hai k now i wan to rest i have not been sleeping lately so ya need to rest badly!!! n sok i got a date w my abang g tengok wayang!!! cite final destination!!!! hope the show is nice cause i badly need a break!!! n smile and laugh!!!! long time no fun..k la tat all
love
nurul

2009-08-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

it been soo darm hard tis day..with the exam tat is soo diffcult ( maybe i was the stupid one not the paper is diffcult) :( .. left one more paper that is on thursday..than on the same day i got my eng o-level.. haizz.. wat a day.. wat a life..
i been waiting for a day where there is light waiting for me...my life seem so dark its like i am going to be blind day by day..i just can't think whats going on with me...i feel so bad so down like its end of the world... juz can't breath..restless..i wan to be strong i wan to be happi but nothing seem rite..well wat eve la..hahah
o ya!!
i got to know i will be very busy starting next week.. i will start "working" haha can't wait but scared if thing got wrong..emm i will be working at CGH ward 44.. wanna mit/find me look for me there!!! hahaha
a lot of thing been on my mine but i do not know how to put it in words.. k la gt start studying ... i will update soon...maybe.. c ya
i feel tat everthing is changing bit by bit..day by day..
love
nurul

kehadiranmu memberi seribu pertanyaan

kepergianmu memberi seribu kekesalan

bertemu denganmu ialah satu keindahan

alangkah indahnya jika itu hanya satu khyalan...

2009-08-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

lately i am into this lagu..
tittle:lafaz
singer:nana..
nice song lagu ni pernah dinyayikan oleh sarah aqilah from anugerah..

o ya cakap pasal anugerah..u know me and my adik happi GILE bila HYDIR KElUAR!!!!
ITS like a dream come true!!!!haha enough said heres goes...

LAFAZ- nana

cukup sudah kesabaran ku ini

walaupun cinta masih bertahta di hatiku ini

cukup sudah derita ku alami

walaupun engkau kan ku sayangi hingga ke akhir nafas ku

inikah tabda setianya dari mu

pada kasih yang ku curahan pada mu

cukup sudah airmata titis ke bumi

sedangkan engkau masih mencari

erti cinta abadi

pengorbanan yang tak jemu terhadapmu

kejujuran dan keikhlasan dari ku

sanggup kau memilih nya dan tinggalkan diriku

manakah ikrar jani yang kau lafazkan dulu

puas ku mencari segala kesilapanku

berdosakah aku menghalangi kebahagiaanmu..

love

nurul

2009-08-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

hehe k tadi i,adik,mama,ayah,kak indah,abg boi,abg rizal,kak nora,nisa,irul and lisa g ecp... celebrate my anak sedara rafiqi huk...all of us wear RED!!! kononnye la nak celebrate national day..FEELING JE..tapi cume lisa,nisa and irul je tak pakai merah..than kak nana n abg kai tak ikot..:) haha but we had fun..

love

nurul.

2009-08-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

Tis is my fav part of the rentak singapura show..

when TAUFIK tarik.. WOOOOWooooow!!! BAIKNYE!!!!

enjoyzzz!!!! **BEWARE of the shout**

NIWAY HAPI NATIONAL DAY!!!!

LOVE

NURUL..:)

rentak singapura

2009-08-09T06:14:00.000-07:00

hi people!!! so long did not blog!!!

k here goes.. on saturday (7/8/09) me and my adik go rentak singapura!!!! the show was best!!!

ada the sally?? merah 4 anu people..than salmah,nana,hady mirza,zaibaktian,merah,didi and TAUFIK BATISAH!!!! they look so WOW!!! the best was TAUFIK la like YAAAA!!! he's "mine!!!" thw show start at 8 end at 11 at RP.. ok la the place ok..tapi kerusi dia LAST WARNING!!!!tk rugi la g this show!!! emm.. tats all i guess!!

love

nurul..

2009-06-30T00:08:00.000-07:00

tittle: i know nothing else but love

the moment you stood next to me

i likes the ways your eyes looked(at me)

though i cried yesterday,

today because of you

my tomorrow will be happy.

neither his face nor his style

i just needed his tender love

to forgot all the time that has passed

i can now no longer do anything without you

cause i know nothing eles but love..

**the song is from -boys over flowers-**

love

nurul

2009-06-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

hi!!!

well today kan i got to know something..tat guy ada friendster..(i know that dari dulu seh..)than he wrote that he change to facebook, so i think he will not check the friendster account i assume la.. sekali tadi i check my friendster account la ada olang add me.. than i go and see who view me..than he view me!!! omg!! hiazz apa nak jadi?? paiseh seh.. after one and other.. lepas ni apa lak?? he know that i hav blog?? mak oi..ah apa2 ar..

i still hav not think wat to buy for fiz and sad..their bday is coming.. well so far i plan that we celebrate their bday on 25th on saturday..can rite??

miss my sayangszZ soO much!!!..

pak lebai pergi ke supermarket

jalan-jalan nampak kedai kek

perot ni tenga sakit

minta diri dulu la k..

love

nurul

2009-06-25T11:40:00.000-07:00

well the answer that i need,i think i got my answer..the answer is "its all in you.. "you must know wat you want to believe,who you want to believe..no one can say or ask you who you have to believe.. certain ppl juz can't click with someone rite?? emm..well that what i think...

update on the guy...
hehe well i meet him on monday as we are having nursing lab..he walk pass me la..than my frend told me..so i look at him..usually when i saw him, this cute feeling will be there but on that day there is nothing..no feeling at all..emm y is it??so thia is it..

yo that guy i have get over you!!so don't step cool in front f me again ok?? u there bye!! nice miting you!!!

hahaha..i go and see aqilah blog i saw khair pic...he is so darm cute la..

well i a closer with my frend..we talk about boyszz backstaber??haha and more..but i still have not found e rite person to let go with..like eg when i am feeling sad i had no one to let go too..haha so i sleep/cry for a while la..hehe..

well fiz(22/7),sad(20/7)and abg kai (23/7) bday is coming..i have no idea wat to buy for them..been thinking alot la..kan senang kalo tau apa nak beli unt they all so tinggal cari je..but still no news.. i was thinking of buying sad a BIG bear..la..than i buy for her a small puzzle that is our photo..as a memory la..ok tak?? unt fiz inta lom tau agi kalo tau pon tak kan nak tulis kat blogkan..mane tau dia baca..mane tau je la..haha

unt si dia..

kepergianmu membawa seribu pertanyaan..

kehadiranmu memberi seribu jawapan..

kasih sayang abadi sentiasa..

rindukan mu sentiasa ada..

moga suatu hari nanti dikau fahami isi hatiku ini..

love

nurul

2009-06-25T10:25:00.000-07:00

This im my HOLIDAYZZ.. WUWUH..HAHA

ok heres goes..my holiday start from 13/6 -28/6... emm but this morning i got to know tat there will b extent holiday foy my sch.... like we have to do e-learning...haizz..well my holiday starts like tis...

13/6 (saturday)-slEeP like a pig..haha tough wk at sch...

14/6(sunday)-ReLaXzZ at home with my beloved family..around petang go nenek house..nenek nak jumpe liesah..hard day i can say..ayah kat umah tenga mara2..than bila alik apa lagi kene la..KEMAS RUMAH..:( nvm da biasa pon..

15/6(monday)-went back to sch as i got X-tra class for nursing lab..b4 go nursing lab got group discusion than eat pizza..teacher treat..than after nursing lab need to saty back do assigment for awhile..AGAIN..haiZz

16/6(tuesday)-went shoping with my adik and mama..good day i can say..but susa la..like my mama mara kite shoping lama sangat...[zulhijah bday]

17/6(wed)-went swiming go with mama,abg,imah,irul.isah,nana and abg safee... the entry cost $1.50 okla.. but the swiming pool BEST!!! there is one pool have wave..like kat sunway[malaysia]..every 30min..the wave is like at the beach..cool rite.. than there is this children pool got playground...fun...my mama masak mi siam..siodop!!!than drink coke!!! makan pau..and KFC..nice..went home around petang..than apa lagi main la ngan baby liesah..my skin gone darker..

18/6(thursday)-acuallty need to do assigment la but last min cancle bab da bis..so i went to GIANT yang dekat pasir ris..yang besar tu..betol2 cam kat JB nye..spent $103.80... alot kan..haizZ buy alot of things than mit my makcik there with my causion kak zizah..than jln2 sampai mlm..

19/6(friday)-go national library..do mandarin assigment with my group..[sham,jihan and shidah]...alik mlm..:(..atleast the assigment bis on tat day juga..

20/6(saturday)-spent time with wandi,fiz,zim and sad...at CASH STUDIO!!!wow!! tat day was fun..but wandi left early cause need to go dating with AFIQAH..kidding la..got group meeting with AFIQAH,zul and tina??inta la..come late go early..but the rest still stay on la..we sing like no body business like tat..than go mac..talk..alot..personal..emm ya..mostly bout lovelife..cool acuallty know them better as in their lovelife la..got to know something new bout someone..haha..went home quite late..around 10?? mit wandi when we are on the way home at city hall mrt station..wandi look so tired apataknya lom makan dari pagi..than fiz diamkan diri..zim cam biasa la..wandi stop at eunos while zim fiz stop at bedok..while walking home sad called we talk jap je l;a.. than msg my sayangszzZ..than sleep..

21/6(sunday)-ooo ya my baby besar alik umah..miss liesah alot...:(

22/6(monday)- went to sch again..got nursing lab AGAIN!!but fun..we pratice tube feeding as we got pratical test coming up//mine is on the week 12[10/7]..can't wait..[lee min ho bday]

23/6(tuesday)-the whole day i "rest" at home..ganti alik my sleep...a stupid day..got sOoOoOo emotional..with someone..

24/6(wed)-went to see my beloved BERUANGSzz at punggol than stay there for a nite..kat sana gosip like hell haha maklom la da lame tak gosipkan,,..[naufal bday]

25/6(thursday)-went home sweet home..have a small talk with sad tadi on the phone..than msg zim..call wandi jap..msn ngan zaimah..had a great talk w wandi..ya i let go the thing..so ya THANK YOU WANDI SOoOoOoo MUCH!!!

26/6(friday)-i got a date with fiz[mayb jadi la intah dia tak reply my msg tdo kot as tadi petang(25/6) ada dikir]wait for his msg la..

27/6(saturday)-need have to finish up my essay dont care!!MUST HAVE TOO AND WILL FINISH UP..

28/6(sunday)-off day rest day...

29/6(monday)-izfarhan bday..e-learning day..from 8-1pm..

THATS IS MY HOLIDAY!!!

love

nurul

2009-06-22T01:32:00.000-07:00

hehe HAPI 22 BDAY LEE MIN HO...well he is an actor from boys over flower that i currently like the show so much...hehe his watak in the show is soo cute... how i wish i can find a guy like him(in the story la..)

love

nurul..

2009-06-21T23:58:00.000-07:00

I JUZ CAN'T FORGET BOUT IT!!! OMY god !!!!Y I JUZ CAN'T MOVE ON..and put the matter at rest??? should i talk to the "person"??or not?? how i wish my ss is here that can talk me around.. but too bad ss is busy with sch... and i don't wan to disturb ss... :(

i must learnt to think positive...i must!!! i can!!! and i will!!!

love
nurul

2009-06-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

there is once a prince that love a gurl

than they both b together..

one day the prince said

lets be frend..

the gurl waited for the prince

as the gurl think that the prince still have feeling

for her..

but the limit of waithing had been over..

when the limit has came than the prince realise that the gurl is the one for him..

by that time as come,

the gurl rejected him..

wat u think the prince said to the maid

this is wat he said

"I AM FIGHTING FOR IT"

sweet rite...

will the gurl be touch?

will the gurl feel the same?

will the gurl love the prince

like how the prince love her...

or acually the gurl had found someone??

+* love is a thing that come once...is either you grab it or leave it..

only real man fight for their love... and i am sure that he is a fighter...

love

nurul

2009-06-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

Something shocking happen today(21/6)...
well i ask 2 of my sayang this quesion "do you trust me n do u think tat i am good in keeping rahsia?" yes i got a sweet answer from them but am i a person that can be trusted?can i keep secrets??
the incident thing make me think again... did i make wrong move again?? when can i stop making wrong move??why this is happening???

Been feeling very down and very disappointed with "someone'... At the same time i felt guitly with one of my sayangsz...i juz don believe that "someone" did that.. allhamdullah i give all my word to people(i hope) but there is always the limit u said that too tat day u said "there is always a limit to everything"..watever i and u talk i try my very best not to tell others although sometime the thing you say mean a lot to others...but i juz keep it as i think tat what we talk is between us..i guess im wrong...i take u as someone that can be my "talker" as i know all my sayangsz is reali bz..(i know u are bz tu la it juzz nvm..) i thought u are different from others but guess not..

i always remember what ss told me mayb u are a gift from god that is going to replace fad..and i belive.. i don't know!!!well fad had told me once that she don't like me when i sometime tell othere bout wat we talk bout..eg like when fad and me had a small talk she don't like me to tell others although we are member..so i keep it in my mind and i pratice that watever i talk to people i will not tell others even members but if something is imp than i tell la.. i admit i don't have many friend like u... i have frend la but not so that close...takkan nk bual ngan my sayangs yang the boys kan?? nak bual ngan my gurl sayang.. susa.. she like tak kisa sangat..how i wish that i am like her don't care bout anything only care bout wat i want 4 my life..but too bad i can't...

u hurt me soo deep that i can't breath u make me cry and i can't stop crying until now..u hurt me soo much that i don't know wat to do and say..:(how could you?? the more i think bout it the more hurt i b..forget it?? how can.. AHHAHAHAHAHA!!! WAT TO DO?? feel soooo useless!!!

to the "other party" i am sooo sori... i jus do not want to hurt u deeper...it will make u soooo sad and down... O MY GOD FEEL SO GUILTY!!! i feel bad bout it..

i want a talker...anyone??? S.O.S :(...

love
nurul

2009-06-21T09:29:00.000-07:00

k i know its like a bit late la but i still wan to say this to my most beloved ayah..

HAPI FATHER DAY!!! nurul doakan ayah sihat sentiasa dan dipanjangkan umor dan rezeki..nurul sayang ayah..selalu,sentiasa dan uat selama-lamanya..setiap bimbingan dan tunjuk ajar ayah akan nurul ingat..lastly jika nurul ada uat silap maafkanlah nurul..nurul tahu nurul nakal..hehe

love

nurul..

2009-06-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

the cute song some how unt my sis and myself...
tittle: cari jodoh

pa salahku apa salah ibuku..
hidupku dirundung pilu..

tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku..
tuk jadi pengobat pilu..tuk jadi penawar rindu..
tuk jadi kekasih hatiku..
Timur ke barat..
selatan ke utara..
tak juga aku berjumpa..
dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan..
tak kunjung aku dapatkan..tak jua aku temukan..
ohh tuhan inikah cobaan..
ibu-ibu bapak-bapak..siapa yang punya anak..
bilang aku..
aku yang tengah malu..
sama teman-teman ku..
kerna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku..
pengumuman-pengumuman..
siapa yang mau bantu..
tolong aku kasihani aku..
tolong carikan diriku kekasih hati ku..
siapa yang mau..
timur ke barat selatan ke utara..
tak juga aku berjumpa..
dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan..
tak kunjung aku dapatkan..
tak jua aku temukan..
ohh tuhan inikah cobaan..
ibu-ibu bapak-bapak..
siapa yang punya anak..
bilang aku..aku yang tengah malu..
sama teman-temanku..kerna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku..
pengumuman-pengumuman..
siapa yang mau bantu..
tolong aku kasihani aku..
tolong carikan diriku kekasih hati ku..
siapa yang mau..
ooooooooibu...
bapak...
punya anak bilang..
bilang aku..
aku yang tengah malu..
sama teman-temanku..
kerna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku..
wooo oo oo oo..
pengumuman-prngumuman..
siapa yang mau bantu..
tolong aku kasihani aku..
tolong carikan diriku kekasih hati ku..
siapa yang mau..

love nurul

2009-06-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

hehe... starting 2morrow start holiday!!! wow BEST!!! time to rest!!! but cannot...hai apa nak jadi??

niway today last day of sch...like miss my frend but no!!! HAHAAH cause on tuesday i will b having class.... x-tra class la...so mit them again....

k wat to talk about...emm

lets talk about love...haha ni yang best ni...

you know wat!!! i add KHAIR at facebook than he accept hahaha so sweet!!!! me gila already!!! haha but sayang ar dia muda..but takpe he sooooooo CUTE!!!! rite?? haha i don know wat to write ar.. anway remember the guy i talk about?? this is something bout him ...

**k this may be long..

i got to know his name during the orientation day..than i met him again on the first day we exchange the blur look and walk away...since that day i have this feeling like...i like to look at him..so i ask myself if i got a crush on him or not than i got to know that he is just a motivation thing for me to go to school...but has day past i just feel like he is nothing to me at all.. if i saw him i just act i don't saw him than i feel bad..inta i wan to make frend if him but i guess this is not the rite time..i don know..i was so afraid..but some smile ya can..haha wat can i said he has THE LOOK that most gurl like...and me?? you know..but i am happy bout myself..well let nature take it place..ut the thing that i am sure of is i have no special feeling towards him at all!! he may have the look but he did not stand out from the crowd..as i like guys that stand out from the crowd... i like guy that is diff from others.. now the only thing that i am scared of is he think that i some how have feeling for him...haiz..

you are the guy that i used to like looking at

everyday..now and than

i used to be excited to see you everyday although

for a while...

your smile your face your present

everything make me feel happy and clam

but NOW its has change

not because of you

maybe because of myself

the more i look at you,

the more i want run away from you..

but you keep coming back

when will this stop??

i know this thing will not go far

but...nvm

love

nurul:)

2009-06-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

ellow me again...ok for this week not bad at all..well on saturday i went outing with my sayang2..haha but only for a short while...because i came late becaus i need to go to clinic haizz.. well i reach there at around 4pm..than at 5.30pm zul and qilah went home so i spent with them for 1 and half hour only...sad rite..than i spent with the others... than we pack at around 6.30 g2.. haizz..

The BIG secret i got to know on that day is.... one of my frend,ISWANDI have girlfrend!!!! name AFIQAH... wow cool kan...so this means he is going to get married FIRST!!!hope so itu pon if my mulot masin la...but i think YES..hahaah well wat can i say..untong AFIQAH dapat iswandi sebagai suami..hahah he know gurl too well so in other word AFIQAH MUST BE A GREAT GURL RITE ISWANDI??haha!!!well i don know if the others have gurl or not la...so cannot talk bout them..haha

i want to tell something...nevermind la mayb next time when the time has come...remind me k.

setiap saat ku memikirkan mu..

setiap hari ku merindui mu..

namun inta mengapa di dalam hati ini cuma ada luka pabila kelihatan wajar mu..

mengapa agaknya...

salah siapa agaknya...

than today(sunday) i went to my grandma house than go expo..shopping..haha buy some stuff for myself la..had fun today..kua ngan my mum,adik,kakak and my beruangs..

can i just ask something...is it wrong to LIKE your own friend?? i also don't know why i ask that.but something seem not rite...ala is so meeee..rite!!!well this question came in my mind when i am talking with someone...after finish talking with that person i keep wondering this question..can help me answer this question??? but i know NO ONE WILL..HAHAH..k la tats it for today...

the gambar2 i hutang nanti2 la i upload k.. no time la...

love

nurul:)

2009-06-01T06:18:00.000-07:00

i am just a gurl...
a gurl with a feeling..
why can't people take me seriously???
i wonder why...
is it because you people think that i have no feeling??
why must i always be the one who must THINK about OTHERS feeling
WHY ME??
am i stupid??
everyone has feeling...
even animal have feeling too..
am i rite??
just think about it...

tiada kata semanis bahasa
tiada hati sesuci air...
bukan semua benda dapat dibeli dengan duit
bukan semua kata dapat melembutkan hati...

love
nurul

2009-05-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!!! you know wat!!! my adik nye gile dia g add this person using my facebook account!!! mak wth?? geramnye...da la tak kenal that person!!!!juz because i show her that guy is from my school than she go and add??? makoi!!!! ok i admit i know HIS NAME but we from diffrent class la... i also another one, tangan gatal g check2 name bdk nyp... asal ada bdk nyp yang kenel g tell and show my adik...mak !!! i so bodoh sey...so now wat to do?? wait lor and see wat will happen....kn??tak kan nak g bunoh diri lak..tu keje bodoh!!!ahh can't get over it!!! memeng tak kisa tapi like he is the ONLY ONE yang cam kes tak kenal in sense of like tak pernah bual... than g add....tak ke paiseh???omyomy....ahh tak kisa ar..pikir la apa yang dia nak pikir...heheh wan to know who is this guy im talking about..emm later la i tell who is this guy...he is from NR0905...than he took mandarin with me....kalo tau diam je ar....emm cam ne ni takot dia piki lain lak...hai..tapi yang peliknya y my adik add only him from nyp not the other?/emm apasal agaknya...pelik pelik...

niway slm i meet my long lost cute guy...hehe KHAIR!!!! he wear black and white...hahah he is still cute like dulu... miss his smile...well slm also mit sadrina n wandi at RP... ingatkan nak g makan ngan sadrina tapi ended up g makan w wandi...sad need to go home..ingatkan nak "bual" tapi tak...hehee.. ahh..than i also got to know that we having gathering on 6 june.. inta going or not..got pratical lab test on the 8 june ar... I WANT TO GO AND HUG ZAIMAH!!! MISS HER ALOT!!!! c first la...hope i can remember for the test..so i can go out w them...worst come to worst they will be my patient..and i pratice with them haha..thats sound fun..rite? my test will be on temperature,respiration and BP... so no needles...nothing... can be my patient rite guys?? can la .. pls... haha
love nurul..

hehe

2009-05-27T22:08:00.000-07:00

heheh on sunday...i watch korean movie from 2pm till 12pm...the show was so fun and a very good movie..hehe.. niway i can't wait for wed because i am mitting zaimah!!!we will watch night at the museum 2...since the OTHERS don't even care to reply my msg (only zaimah and zim say they mayb going than fiz cume tanya berape harga ticket than tak lang nak g ke tak...)cam budak bodoh seh tunggu they reply...ingatkan they reply the next day or wat...haiz(ok i know they are busy...) so ya juz go with zaimah alone!!! tak kisa la da biasa cam ni pon..

haha.. well today the practical test has begun and all my fren who take the teste today pass!!! GD JOB!! I HOPE I PASS..!!!

i may not going for the outing on 6 june i guess... ada hal but just wait and see ar..mana tau i can go...been feeling so DOWN... and the funny thing is i DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY...!!! FUNNY RITE... nevermind it soooo meee... i guess tats for today..

love
nurul

2009-05-26T23:06:00.000-07:00

There is a guy who is tall and smart..

Has a good looking face and a sweet smile..

He seem serious but he is not

He seem to be a relax guy but he is not

So who is this guy i wonder..emm

Everyday he seem diffrent...

Sometime shy sometime loud..

i wonder if he is like other type of guys...

By looking at him he is just this simple guy...

When i look at him i just feel that he is not the one..

But fir now..

The only thing that i know he is that guy...

*there is this guy who i look forward to see at sch everyday..

i just like to look at him but i don like him k!!! well what can i said i am not that ready to love someone...or fall in love..

all this cute guy is just guys...

its diffcult to find guys that is a good guy and the defination of good is wide... i define good guy as "good hearted"

love may be sweet but not for long...is diffcult to love somebody if u don't know what is the meaning of love...

love

nurul:)

2009-05-26T22:12:00.001-07:00

HI !!!

hahaha it been long since i update my blog.. k for now i have the time...so i will write... later i will mit my frend(sadrina) miss her alot..

anyway today i search someone on the net and i found that person..i did not know that that person is diffrent from that person look...emm i wonder.. never mind..

ekh you know wat i WILL be TIRED LIKE HELL next week.. you know why because i will have to start doing the 1000 words essay!!! 2 of them somemore...the due date is week 11..both somemore!!! ahh!!! at week 11 i got psyco ICA... than still have to do the 1000 words essay of it...omyomy....week 8 i got pratical test on vital sign(take BP temperature respiration)....hope i pass..

although i have the 2 week break i still have to go to sch for extra class... than i will start my teory test on week 12... still have to study... hai.. like i do not have break like that..the break should be called study break...rite.. but its ok... i guess...I need a break...

i need help!!!!

HELP!!!

niway my big baby has come home... her brithday will be on 24 may... she is a cute baby she got my chick,..:)

love nurul

2009-05-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

2009-05-16T10:18:00.000-07:00

hellow!!!!

haha tis week was a fun week i was like 'high'... laugh all day long.. its been a long week..tired YA!!!this nursing course make me go mad!!!! but i like!!! this coming thursday i am having a bio test...omy omy.. pray 4 me k??than 8 june i got a pratical test... hai than i juz got the news that e group outing will be on 6 june...hai...

emm later i upload e gambar la k ... malas n penat la... u all take care!! love you..
love nurul..

2009-05-13T06:02:00.000-07:00

hey gurl!!! HAPPY BDAY!!! hahah da tua..

nurul doakan semoga kak non panjang umor dan dimurahkan rezeki..

nurul sayang kak non!!! u take care tau...health is very penting..

love

nurul..

2009-05-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

mama hapi mother's day!!

nurul doakan mama sihat2 selalu!!!semoga panjang umur murah rezeki!!!

nurul sayang mama sangat2!! mama lah nyawa mama lah segala-galahnya..

mama selalu ada bila nurul perlukan seseorang..u are a strong beautiful loving mother..u are just the best!!!

stay happy!!!

unt ibu yang lain SELAMAT HARI IBU!!!

love nurul..

2009-05-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

life is like riding a roller-coaster... we will never know what is in front of us...

It wasn't easy to stay happy. You have to be mentally, physically,socially healthy..life wasn't so hard but now it has... i meet many people that has diffrent view of thought.. the people around me are more and more like a bully...i just don't know why this is happening to me... or maybe i am overreacted.. i don know.. But the truth is my class NR0901 is a caring loving class..everyone is concern about each other..thats good but...never mind..

how i wish if i can ran... far away from people..sometime you just need to be alone to think and relax but people just dont understand.. people may think tat i am always happy but sometime we just had to act to make people not worried about us...people have their own view but the important thing is what is ur own view??

i think i have not learnt from my mistake..i just keep repeating them..after one another...JUST WHEN WILL I LEARNT FROM IT?? WHY I AM SO VERY STUPID!!!!keep letting people step on me?? when will i have the courage to say NO?? WHEN?? BILE DUNIA KIAMAT IS IT??sign...

i felt lonely as i have no one to talk to.... and i just do not know who should i approach...

love nurul

2009-05-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

mit them on sunday... when iswandi is doing the audition..

2009-05-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey SUPERSTAR..SMILE!!!

2009-05-06T20:39:00.001-07:00

wondering if this is the right thing...its getting harder and harder... god help!

ALL i felt now is TIRED!!! not been eating well...not been sleeping well...sleep only for a few hour.. omy omy.. assigment due is coming test is coming...omy omy...just imagine yesterday i sleep at 2.30am than had to wake up at 6am.. 3 and the half hour only sleep... where can tahan!! than today class end at 6pm... omy omy...my test,presentation,ICA,assigment all due week 5!! now is week 3!!! AHAHA !! boleh tumbuh UBAN seh...i think i have grown bigger...emmm watever as if someone is eyeing on me like that...

ok now i want to congrats my superstar ISWANDI for entering the next round of audution...haha gd luck ya!!! btw the photo later i upload k the one you holding the pink form...the audition is this saturday...hahaha.. hey superstar do your best tau!!! this is one of your dream..so take it...i 'll go and support you insya-allah...tak janji...but mostly ya..haha don forget ajak your kawan baru... hahaha..

love nurul..

hehe

2009-05-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

nice or not my new blog skin???

haha!!! my adik RAHIMAH tlg tukarkan..

so A BIG THANK YOU TO MY ONLY ADIK...

RAHIMAH SIM!!! thank you my sayang...

today...(2/5)my beloved friend,iswandi is going to audition for anugerah!!!

so a BIG GOOD LUCK wish for him...

hey my superstar!!! do your best k!! i will support you... always..

love

nurul

wondering..

2009-04-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

wondering..if life is geting better...

why can't you understand tat i am into you..
is it because i am a BIG gurl??
o ya i forgot...
ALL boys in this WORLD juz like a gurl that have a body shape...
and i don..

well everyone have change...
the person tat i used to know suddenly i juz don know them at all...
why?? i keep asking why??
or maybe i am sensitive??
maybe..

i keep praying that god will guide me and make me stronger everyday...
life is so tough...

i juz wish tat i have my old life back
where there is always people around me and always b by my side
where there is a person who will b hearing my pain...
i have no one to let go too..
i can;t let go to my new fren..they hardly know me and so do i..

i wanna call my old fren but scared and shy...
scared if i disturb them...
shy...don know y..
the only thing tat still the same is
i have to keep all the pain,uneasy feeling in short all my feeling to myself...
i juz don want to trouble people that i love most...
but sometime i think tat i am stupid 4 doing tat...

i juz do not know wat to do...

love
nurul..

school again..

2009-04-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

since i am bloging y not i blog wat happen on week 2 of school...
well school is great and fun!!! i learnt a lot of new thing.. we learnt how to take BP...SIOK!!!but yg tak siok is alot of assigment!!! the date due is like in 2 week time and we have like 3 assigment... wth...how am i going to finish it??? o my o my!!!...than on tis coming monday i got xtra class learnt chinese...than got xtra pratical class juz because this friday is holiday...hai.. so this friday i end school at around 5...
how to live everyday my day end at 6!!! start at 8... wat... tis only little... ah later got the real assigment tat carried 40% of my marks how?? go home at 8pm??? o my..

it been a long week.... juz today (29/4)i sleep in the library during break for 1 and half hour... AGAIN.siok.. i don know why i am so tired latey like hell!!! 2morrow (30/4) i end my class at 6!!! o my!! wat a day!! juz week 2 i feel so tired and wanting school to end fast... i still got 5 more week till i got my 2 week break...

**##looking at my school calendar, my break will be on
15 jun - 28 jun... ##**

i think tat is not enough... wat you think??
love
nurul

2009-04-29T07:59:00.000-07:00

i forgot to tell we also play bowling!!!! BEST juz look at our score!!! tak sampai 100...than tat day e person tat is on our right and left got a total score of more than 150...!!! WOW!!!how i wish i can play tat good...how i wish i can play with my members...don't know when...and don't know can....EVERYONE is busy!!!

love

nurul

outing

2009-04-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

last sunday me,kakak nana and imah went out together...ya we had fun.. go makan2....drink2.... play2... hehe had fun tat day.. e stress tat i am having on tat week lost a bit..ONLY A BIT!!!hehe... how i hope tat day never ends... o my..

love nurul

first week at school..

2009-04-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

i juzz wanna say.. i miss u guyzz!!!

iswandi,hafiz,afiq,adzim,zaimah,sadrina,zul and aqilah!!!!

miss u all!! do u miss me??

i wonder...

1 week had past..school is great but tired ar.. first week got two assigment in my hand.. what worst is i sleep during lecture!!! omg!! so not me!! school always end late.. if early need to stay at school for assigment... how long i have to hang on like this?? o my o my.. lucy i am not a leader!!! if i am.. i will stress like hell!!

niway in my group[sub grp] i got a gurl from china.. o my she is like hell!! i can't understand wat she saying... when doing work she is slow... u know wat on friday we learnt to take temperature so i practice with her (no choice) i put the thermometer in her mouth la than she say ouch!! wat??? o god pls guide me...

my classmate all ok la...all friendly and kind.. gd to have them as my fren but i am not so close to them la...like that only... haha hope our friendship will be closer...

lots of love

nurul..

SCHOOL!!!

2009-04-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

school start 2morrow!!! kind of not ready.. but tak saba.. hehe..wish me luck!! doakan nurul tau.. 2morrow start kol 10am...emm.. hope everything goes well..i wonder wat will happen.. is it going to be good?emm

love

nurul

orientation

2009-04-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

well this is the gift that i got from NYP... For orientation[17/4/09]...

niway orientation was fun...penat gilenye... hehe.. mit new fren but tak kenal sangat la.. my class only hav 23 people... small rite.. thats it c ya...

lots of love
nurul..